It’s official: I’ve graduated Magna Cum Laude from the University of Wisconsin-Superior! At the ceremony, I wore a Mexico sash, (from studying abroad) a Sigma Tau Delta sash and cords, (black and red) and Magna Cum Laude honors cords (the yellow ones). I can now call myself a UWS alumni. Has reality kicked in yet that I’m no longer a student? Yes, I suppose so. I’ve begun to job hunt and think about student loans and other responsibilities that are coming my way.
I wish I could say that I’m optimistic about what the future holds. I was very excited the night before the ceremony, and a bit excited the day of. However, I’ve also experienced a mix of emotions lately. I’ve moved back in with my parents and brother, who are in the process of renovation and moving into a new home a few miles away from the house we currently live in. Soon I’ll be helping them out with projects at the new house as well.
My mood has been all over the board for a few reasons. I love my family to death, but I’ve become so used to living on my own, I need to readjust to family dynamics, sharing space and resources, etc. My main issue though: I’ve called Superior, WI my home for the past four and a half years. I’m leaving behind friends, I won’t see my boyfriend as often, (he lives in Duluth) and job hunting in a small community during the off-season is no easy task. A part of me wants to return to the Superior/Duluth area already since job prospects are higher there than in my hometown. Another part of me feels as though I should drop everything and travel abroad now. Wisconsin doesn’t always cut it, and as I age, I wonder why I put up with winter (hello, seasonal affective disorder). I envy people who aren’t afraid to drop their 9-5 job and travel the world, making money doing odd jobs and meeting interesting people from across the globe.
On a side note, my blog is one year old today. A year ago, I was preparing to study abroad in Oaxaca, Mexico. That was a journey that only sparked my wanderlust further. I am here today, just as eager to travel, and to learn about the world.